I’ve morphed into who I knew I was from inside-out

but that is only relative to your ability…

and ignore the pause i cultivated this past year, or more to settle the moments of shared space

The dark cloud looms like a harrowing expletive…

and i hung onto nothing and i clung to hope and i hoped for something

your mouth sealed shut frozen/ unbirthed a still-born moment

loving your silk and ash

think less of themselves than dogs care to consider given into a story of we know better

the numbing of my seat tingles and shocks my back my mind is …

I saw a fireball fall from the sky in slow motion low-hanging