HAVE I LOST THE ABILITY TO CARE ANYMORE? #poetry by jay

Grayscale Photo of Man Looking at Window

The ‘go bleep yourself’ slips 

so easily 

Out

My manner is steel—titanium 

burning white

I care no more 

Despite

Family/ friend/ stranger 

at night/ at day/ in dreams

I care not one iota

About

your plight

I fought so long

I strive for ease

To come and lay 

up on—I cease

My brow it suffers

naught 

a bit, I care less

Minus this

plus that

A raging brook

a gentle stream

of doubt

does not linger 

or wreck me out

I care no more 

so fine it is

The rocking horse

and whirly wiz

From childhood to 

this remiss

I don’t give, 

So—fess up please

or

You can leave

me

a shadow/ a nod/ a blessed

whatever it is

The leathered

black-verses

you grip

Causes unknown

but for sure you do

fire that mouth/ your lips

anyhow—

Know one’s home

No care here

the show is over

I have not time

to riddle about

your blinded

faith

This is me/ see Me now

if you care 

to drop the crap

perhaps I’ll stop

and give a care

Otherwise—

care has left

it seems,

perhaps for good.

©Jay Mora-Shihadeh

revised 12-7-21

Comments

12 responses to “HAVE I LOST THE ABILITY TO CARE ANYMORE? #poetry by jay”

  1. Karima Hoisan Avatar

    You expressed no longer caring in vivid lines..I felt you really lived these words…but glad you shared them through writing instead of many other ways you could..

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    1. Artist/Poet_JayMoraShihadeh Avatar

      Yes…Thank you very much, Karima.

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  2. Joseph D. Newcomer Avatar

    “My brow suffers not.” I will be quoting this daily. Beautifully written.

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  3. johnlmalone Avatar

    harsh but honest, understandable; my favourite line : ‘I have not time to riddle about’ hits home. I like the feeling of not caring, ‘just getting on with life’ as in ‘the nonchalance of cats’ ooops: weren’t we told never to reference our own work?

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    1. Artist/Poet_JayMoraShihadeh Avatar

      Some cats may be offended by that, and give you a good whack. :)) Thanks John

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